I am fasting so I should control my anger, thus, I decided to post this after I break my fast.
I really hated it when people decided something that would have something to do with me without asking first. And I am sick of "I am sorry" and "I will never do that again" shit because YOU DID THAT, again.
I dont talk about this to anyone, seriously like ANYONE, but the fact is: I HATE, to the bone, fucking hate my ex-group. Not the members, I hate the existence of tht group. For that group had practically ruined my relationship with the members and has changed the members.
They dont recognize it but I hate it that they started acting like they had done something big and how important they are and forgot who they actually are.... (i am looking at the mirror when I say this because I know I am just like them and I hate this part of me too)
I hate the fact that they treat me like a shit (i feel that way seriously, for whatever reason ive been excluded from the group). I know, they might be annoyed by me or maybe they are scared by me, or maybe it was only me who think of them as friend....
but not anymore.
for now, what left is disappointment and being as bitchy witchy evil as I am, I prayed that it would bite you in the ass.
you will read this blog, that is what I planned and you will discuss about this. And talk about many many many self-defence. I know it, and I plan it. No one would confront me though they know I am wrong, because talking behind someone's back is yummier.
i am wrong for what i am wrong, no excuse. I am ready if i were confronted for what i am saying.
I just want to make it clearer DONT RELATE ME TO ANY OF YOUR ACTIVITY ANYMORE. Because I feel like being used. Yes, you might think I toss you aside, but think again, its you who toss me aside. After shit I have done for you . Arent you guys awesome? :)
I hate excuse because I know you guys better than you guys know yourself, some of you didnt actually care and some of you would do anything only to save their own ass, and some of you were too scared.
you dont know how to handle me? :") fine, fuck you all.