…I have new costumes! I have my Ciel Phantohive's costume already. It is awesome though it is still too big for me so I have to do something about it but it is ready! After I finish the eye patch and the cane, I am all ready... Oh it is still few days before the ring comes though.

My Sebastian costume is in progress, 20 percent to go. I have the gloves already. And the shoes ;) Now I would only wait for the wig....

What to say? I am so sad I have to wait before I could wear it :( But what can I do? I just need to finish my thesis asap and back to cosplay.

So, I just got a phone call from my parents. To make things simple, let's say, I've to stop cosplay...
...for a while.


Why?
Because I need to focus on my thesis. I just got some warning (sigh) from my daddy that I need to finish my thesis asap. I've been postponing it for a while... So yeah, it's time to work on it. I can always cosplay after that.

As for my thesis... My major is Law. To be exact, International Law. (Though I am tempted to write a thesis about cyber crime... ah cyber bullying is a crime btw so for you kids who cannot behave in internet, get ready, someday it would bite your ass).

Back to the main topic, I have to postpone my cosplay plan for a while :sigh: i hope it doesnt take a year for me to finish the thesis... because i am reaaaally lazy... ;w;

So yeah, basically, this is a temporary good by from me >W<)/


jya~~

today, (or rather yesterday? Because right now is 1am already) me and my team had a simple photoshoot... it was so tiring for me cuz yesterday and the day after I went to some event....

this is me and madam, day 1 JTF... The event was actually a toys fair and the location is... uh let's say, it was so hot so we wore simple costumes.




after the event we went to Mc Donald... still wearing our costume yeaahh... we were too tired to be bothered by how people look at us. well actually we didnt really care cuz i think those people didnt look at us negatively.... (in fact they kinda ignored us lol)



and then the day after, me, madam and yon cosplay another simple cosplay. Uta no prince sama's character, Ranmaru, Ai and Camus. My costume wasnt complete with no vest and the wig wasnt nicely done but again, because we came only to have fun with some friends, we didnt really care.

As expected, noone recognized what characters we cosplayed there xD Well, they dont even know these characters... I think UtaPuri wasnt that popular there :P



back to today, the photoshoot was.... what to say? it was only simple shoot. Not all of us could come today but it was still fun ;)







after we finished we went to some food court nearby, and ate... it was fun.... i felt so tired though and tomorrow I still have to attend the dancing practice... damn! gotta sleep soon!

Some people asked me why I cosplay or how to be confident when I cosplay... The answer might be different if you asked the questions to another people but for me, I cosplay because I love it and I feel confident because I know I didnt do anything wrong and I have tried my best.

People will judge you, that is a fact. There is a fanpage recently that started to cause some "drama" by starting to criticize the cosplayers... Not that I hate the page, no, I try not to hate it but I dislike the way people there started to fight each other... Just because one side agrees with the page to criticize the cosplayers to make them better, and the other side disagrees because they think those people didn't have the right or the credibility to jydge them....

As for me, I am sorry to say but I think they are too harsh (that page and people there)… Because cosplay is a hobby, just like drawing, singing and collecting stamps. Unless they are in a competition, why do you spend so much time to criticize them? You dont even know them, their reason, and many things behind their cosplay.... Ask them directly, tell them directly, no need to use harsh word... Isnt that easy? It is your right to criticize them but isnt it also their right to cosplay? If you use "right" as a reason, there would be no end of this matter...

Why should you spread hatred?

When you hurt someone by your comment, do you feel happy? Because I wont. I would feel bad.

You dont know them, dont judge them.

I love cosplay, I know many of you do, too... And I dont want people to fight each other just because of this. Because we love the same thing, let's try to respect each other...

NO BODY WANTS TO LOOK BAD WHEN THEY COSPLAY.

This isn't something important, maybe, but right now I cant wear softlens :( My eyes hurt and I dont know why, I guess maybe it is because I wore my softlens for too long few days ago...

(this is me with no make up and bad eyes... my right eyes were so red actually. next to me were Madam Elie and Yon Chan)



I am sad because this Saturday and Sunday I plan to go to Jogja Toys Fair and cosplay there but with these eyes I am afraid I wont be able to wear softlens... It doesnt look good either because they were kinda red and swollen. I tried to cover it with make ups but.... yeah... it can do only so much....